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Friday, July 22nd, 2005
7:39 pm	my baby<3 gcarrico21: i more than love you gcarrico21: way more gcarrico21: way way way way more gcarrico21: i everything you (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
11:08 pm	live as though the world were how it should be to show it what it can be... Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
5:46 pm	and its over. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
8:42 pm	happy april 11th happy birthday to the most incredible person ever. i'm so lucky to have someone like you to call my best friend. you are my glasses faye, no matter what's going on i know that you know exactly what i'm feeling and even what i'm doing(biting my lip) you're my muse, and my inspiration and one of the most genuinely gifted people i have ever met. u asked me if i thought we had turned out to be what we thought we would in highschool and i can honestly say that there's no way you turned out to be what you thought you would. what we imagined ourselves being was a little kid fantasy, and instead you flourished and became someone that you or i could have never ever imagined. fuck being what you wanted to be when we knew nothing about life or what it means to really care about someone. you have the ability to take everything around you and everyone around you and make that second that you were with them better than it would have been otherwise. if life is a coloring book then you are the colors that fill in the otherwise blank outline, and by god you do the best job of it ever. i love you madly faye, and just remember that u deserve only the best of everything, anything less is just comprimising yourself. i love you again:P (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 17th, 2005
12:49 am	I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
7:07 pm	amazing=today thank you for kevins unexpected surprises, stephanie's eskimo suit, allisons squirrel pictures and february 21st for being absolutely perfect. yes. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
8:48 pm	Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" (Comment on this)
Friday, December 24th, 2004
7:02 pm	HAPPY BIRTHDAY asian glow!!!!!! love you and am so sorry that i can't be there for you birthday, but don't worry i will make it up to you as soon as i get back!!!!! i hope you have a great b'day, oh and the reason i'm writing this a day early is cuz i won't have any service or access to a computer till sunday:) <333333 u sky dviving buddie (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 20th, 2004
6:21 pm	"As I grew older I became a drunk. Why? Because I like ecstasy of the mind. I'm a wretch. But I love love." -jk these past few days have been a whirlwind of santa monica apartments, drunken nights, random people, gin and pineapple juice, chocolate, crackers, amazing friends**, drum circles, butt fuck car rides to malibu, presents, lap dances, and lots of belting out to avril levign and queen... yup thats right the valley has definitely been treating us girls pretty damn good!! o and to top it off i'm seeing him in three days<3 Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: dispatch (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
9:06 pm	like a champaign supernova in the sky... Daydream, delusion, limousine, eyelash Oh baby with your pretty face Drop a tear in my wineglass Look at those big eyes See what you mean to me Sweet-cakes and milkshakes I'm a delusioned angel I'm a fantasy parade I want you to know what I think Don't want you to guess anymore You have no idea where I came from We have no idea where we're going Latched in life Like branches in a river Flowing downstream / Caught in the current I'll carry you You'll carry me That's how it could be Don't you know me? / Don't you know me by now? -bs (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
2:09 pm	i like him because: he's scared of sharks he makes me smile=D Current Music: dispatch (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
4:08 pm	"cuz i know i'm a mess you don't wanna clean up..." - Current Mood: crushed Current Music: dispatch (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
4:10 pm	because maybe, your're gonna be the one that saves me... "i exist solely through the virtue of your existence" -heart sutra Current Music: oasisssss (Comment on this)
Monday, October 4th, 2004
2:30 am	so i gave him a chance... and i'm sooooooooooooooo glad i did. i think. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: am i that obvious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
8:35 am	here goes nothing... shit. its funny how its only now that i'm leaving for sb that i realize how much i'm going to fucking miss all that i'm leaving behind. (btw. even though i only got 2 hours of sleep cuz of you, that meant sos much to me. thank you=P Current Mood: other; Current Music: rage against the machine (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
10:31 pm	i can't talk, or at least i couldnt tell you this face to face so here it goes. i can't believe your leaving. i don't think you know...maybe cuz i suck at putting my thoughts adequetly into words, how much you mean to me. i mean fuck you're the one person that i feel comfortable with when there's complete silence, when we don't have to make conversation because thats our way of communicating. we've trancended any fabricated friendship to form probably the only real thing in my life. you're a fucking part of me, a huge chuck of my personality, and my stories, and because of you i'm so much better off than i think i could ever be if you weren't there. when we got lost and you said those things to me about our friendship never being the same, i know i didn't show it, but that hurt more than u could ever imagine. i was so torn up inside because i would take on any pain just to make sure that u would never feel an ounce of what you felt that day. i really hope that i've made it up to you, that i've become as good as a friend to you as you have to me. that i've grown and adapted as many of your qualities as i could. i dont know how i'm going to do this without you, i'm just a big mess inside and being with you always made me feel that yeah, things are going to be ok. i wish you the best of luck, scratch that, i wish you the best time up there ever, i hope that every happy moment i have, you can experience a thousand times over, because you deserve it more than i think i do. i love you to death. and just know that nothing here is the same without you, that truthfully, i'm really not the same without you. i'm going to miss you soo damn much. but i'm not worried about our friendship. its there, and thats the only thing i'm a hundred percent sure will always be there. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
11:23 pm	it's a very very mad world... fuck. i don't think i can do this anymore. Current Mood: blank; Current Music: it's funny how quick we fall (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
4:01 am	Love, in fire and blood. No it isn’t strange, after changes upon changes, we are more or less the same After changes we are more or less the same (Comment on this)
Monday, August 16th, 2004
7:42 pm	finally... Current Music: guess whose back.... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 12th, 2004
4:36 pm	we're gonna party like it's your birthday.... fuck to think that a whole year has passed.... happy birthday to one of the most amazing people i know. i love you with all my heart and miss you like craaaaaaaaaaaaazy! *when i come back we are definitely making up for lost time<33 (1 Comment |Comment on this)