lets recreate the world...

my baby<3

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 02:39:49 GMT

gcarrico21: i more than love you
gcarrico21: way more
gcarrico21: way way way way more
gcarrico21: i everything you

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 06:09:33 GMT

live as though the world were how it should be to show it what it can be...

Thu, 19 May 2005 00:46:19 GMT

and its over.

happy april 11th

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 03:54:34 GMT

happy birthday to the most incredible person ever. i'm so lucky to have someone like you to call my best friend. you are my glasses faye, no matter what's going on i know that you know exactly what i'm feeling and even what i'm doing(biting my lip) you're my muse, and my inspiration and one of the most genuinely gifted people i have ever met. u asked me if i thought we had turned out to be what we thought we would in highschool and i can honestly say that there's no way you turned out to be what you thought you would. what we imagined ourselves being was a little kid fantasy, and instead you flourished and became someone that you or i could have never ever imagined. fuck being what you wanted to be when we knew nothing about life or what it means to really care about someone. you have the ability to take everything around you and everyone around you and make that second that you were with them better than it would have been otherwise. if life is a coloring book then you are the colors that fill in the otherwise blank outline, and by god you do the best job of it ever. i love you madly faye, and just remember that u deserve only the best of everything, anything less is just comprimising yourself. i love you again:P

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 08:49:59 GMT

I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 03:09:23 GMT

amazing=today

thank you for kevins unexpected surprises, stephanie's eskimo suit, allisons squirrel pictures and february 21st for being absolutely perfect. yes.

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 04:50:34 GMT

Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!"

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 03:04:23 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY asian glow!!!!!!
love you and am so sorry that i can't be there for you birthday, but don't worry i will make it up to you as soon as i get back!!!!!

i hope you have a great b'day, oh and the reason i'm writing this a day early is cuz i won't have any service or access to a computer till sunday:)

<333333 u sky dviving buddie

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 02:22:30 GMT

"As I grew older I became a drunk. Why? Because I like ecstasy of the mind. I'm a wretch. But I love love." -jk

these past few days have been a whirlwind of santa monica apartments, drunken nights, random people, gin and pineapple juice, chocolate, crackers, amazing friends**, drum circles, butt fuck car rides to malibu, presents, lap dances, and lots of belting out to avril levign and queen... yup thats right the valley has definitely been treating us girls pretty damn good!!

o and to top it off i'm seeing him in three days<3

like a champaign supernova in the sky...

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 05:06:47 GMT

Daydream, delusion, limousine, eyelash
Oh baby with your pretty face
Drop a tear in my wineglass
Look at those big eyes
See what you mean to me
Sweet-cakes and milkshakes
I'm a delusioned angel
I'm a fantasy parade
I want you to know what I think
Don't want you to guess anymore
You have no idea where I came from
We have no idea where we're going
Latched in life
Like branches in a river
Flowing downstream / Caught in the current
I'll carry you
You'll carry me
That's how it could be
Don't you know me? / Don't you know me by now?
-bs

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 22:10:19 GMT

i like him because:

he's scared of sharks

he makes me smile=D

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:09:27 GMT

"cuz i know i'm a mess you don't wanna clean up..." -

because maybe, your're gonna be the one that saves me...

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 23:11:06 GMT

"i exist solely through the virtue of your existence"

-heart sutra

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 09:31:44 GMT

so i gave him a chance...

and i'm sooooooooooooooo glad i did.

i think.

here goes nothing...

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 15:37:38 GMT

shit.

its funny how its only now that i'm leaving for sb that i realize how much i'm going to fucking miss all that i'm leaving behind.

(btw. even though i only got 2 hours of sleep cuz of you, that meant sos much to me. thank you=P

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 05:42:36 GMT

i can't talk, or at least i couldnt tell you this face to face so here it goes.
i can't believe your leaving. i don't think you know...maybe cuz i suck at putting my thoughts adequetly into words, how much you mean to me. i mean fuck you're the one person that i feel comfortable with when there's complete silence, when we don't have to make conversation because thats our way of communicating. we've trancended any fabricated friendship to form probably the only real thing in my life. you're a fucking part of me, a huge chuck of my personality, and my stories, and because of you i'm so much better off than i think i could ever be if you weren't there. when we got lost and you said those things to me about our friendship never being the same, i know i didn't show it, but that hurt more than u could ever imagine. i was so torn up inside because i would take on any pain just to make sure that u would never feel an ounce of what you felt that day. i really hope that i've made it up to you, that i've become as good as a friend to you as you have to me. that i've grown and adapted as many of your qualities as i could. i dont know how i'm going to do this without you, i'm just a big mess inside and being with you always made me feel that yeah, things are going to be ok. i wish you the best of luck, scratch that, i wish you the best time up there ever, i hope that every happy moment i have, you can experience a thousand times over, because you deserve it more than i think i do. i love you to death. and just know that nothing here is the same without you, that truthfully, i'm really not the same without you. i'm going to miss you soo damn much. but i'm not worried about our friendship. its there, and thats the only thing i'm a hundred percent sure will always be there.

it's a very very mad world...

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 06:23:55 GMT

fuck.

i don't think i can do this anymore.

Love, in fire and blood.

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 11:03:36 GMT

No it isn’t strange, after changes upon changes, we are more or less the same
After changes we are more or less the same

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 17:44:11 GMT

finally...

we're gonna party like it's your birthday....

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 14:40:53 GMT

fuck to think that a whole year has passed....

happy birthday to one of the most amazing people i know. i love you with all my heart and miss you like craaaaaaaaaaaaazy!
*when i come back we are definitely making up for lost time<33

Has anything you've done made your life better?

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 23:21:21 GMT

I wouldn't mind dying in a plane crash. It'd be a good way to go. I don't want to die in my sleep, or of old age, or OD...I want to feel what it's like. I want to taste it, hear it, smell it. Death is only going to happen to you once; I don't want to miss it.

-morrison

imagine.

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 18:00:41 GMT

cheers to the best three and a half weeks of my life and to the only person that could have made them as incredible as they were.

i love you!!!!!!

*and you too ofcourse;)

fuck...

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 17:30:11 GMT

i actually did it

roman holiday

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 10:29:59 GMT

europe has been treating me way too good.

i dont want to come back.

but i do miss in n out, postal service, english, warm water, and ofcourse goldy, steph, and asian glow(and everyone else)...haha

spain here i come;)